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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

PART TWO: WHAT MY EGO TOLD


It was a long time since i have dared to witness the quarrel between my mind and my heart and i have listened what my ego says… I felt as if my body had been motionless for ages and my emotions had been grounded under avalanche. But today sb whispered to my ear that the golden key of life is patience; thrice:patience, patience and patience (does three times-repetition symbolize sth((:

Magical word ‘patience’: an endurance to disappointments, sorrows and every negativeness...life assurance...i try to figure out that how much i practise this word in real sense. Is it just a word to be used to calm down other people or am i patient enough with all the burden of life that always gives pain to my shoulders?? I think both yes and no:S but how???


I am patient enough with people who break my heart and try to make me upset but i can never manage to be patient with failures coz i am a perfectionist and i cannot endure any spoiler in my life. Everything should be in order as organized in my mind but life is not a book written by me so there is always unexpected visiters entering our lives without any permission...


Today i wanna tear down all the huge walls between me and life, i wanna go beyond all the limits, i wanna reach eternal happiness

Today i wanna ignore some advices,all the sayings claiming that all of my demands are impossible, i wanna realize the impossible things to be possible...

12 comments:

  1. I often try to do what you wanted in your last words. Yet everytime I am unable to manage. It is as if there is a glass block in front of me.I am unable to see it everytime so hit my head to it.I thurts but there is nothing to do.

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  2. yeahh moony it is really difficultttt:(

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  3. Speaking from experience, we are the master of our own life, even if others are out to burden us and toss emotional garbage at us. It is up to us to forgive self and others. Yes you must believe in the impossible. I think one baby step at time helps the impossible turn into possibilty.
    -Teresa

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  4. whispering to you , tugce

    am with teresa

    thu sometimes we cant break the impossible wall
    we simply need to dig under it.

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  5. thanks a lot both for ur meaningful comments i always need them take care both of u((:

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  6. Yes, I feel the same way too sometimes. We need to break walls that separate us from living life to the fullest. Breaking a mindset is one way of doing it. Doing things we don't normally do can expand the way we think and help us live fuller lives. :)

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  7. thanks a lot for stopping by and also for ur comment yes u are exactly right welcome anytime u want

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  8. Lovely post, thank you for sharing. Very inspiring!

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  9. good post! one phrase for u that i think could be meaningful for u

    "difficult takes a day, impossible takes a week"

    sometimes u just need to get thru it :)

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  10. i am so sorry that i have just seen both of ur comments

    Ashley thanks a lot for ur kind comment

    Shihwei really thanks for this meaningful quote i think that i should never forget it

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  11. Inspiring post, and a great reminder! Choosing to live a happy life takes work, but it's so worth it.

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  12. wowwwwww ur comments are very kind and encouraging u are right it is worth to do it

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