Conversations with my mind PART THREE: FLYING THOUGHTS

Thoughts are travelling in my mind without permission. Should i have a warning sign not to let the blurry thoughts enter??? I cannot find another solution although this doesn’t seem to be a good solution and my mind always refuses to heal my heart ,she ignores all the pains of my heart. According to her, they are too sentimental ;my mind is so logical that she cannot resist my heart’s bleedings. What a selfishness!!!! but my mindless((: heart never gives up waiting for help to protect herself from fast heartbeats …..everlasting controversy….


Anyway, i can clearly hear my mind’s echoing sounds; she wants me to pay attention to her.
Today subject is DESTINY ….. difficult to talk….there is a common belief that each person is responsible for shaping or creating their own destiny. I think that creating is not the right word coz if we were the authors of our lives, we would never have regrets, disappointments about life. The author can live the way s/he wants in his/her work, s/he has a lot of abilties to shape or create his/her own work; there is no imposssibility in his/her world if s/he doesn’t appreciate the work, s/he can tear up all…. But in reality, have we got all these abilities or are we really the authors of our lives????? nooooooooooooo…..


Of course, our choices determine our own destiny but what i try to say is that we are not the authors but the players or characters in the life. Life is a script we have to experience but we have wills to shape and direct it. However; it is difficult to find the answer of it. There are always two paths waiting to be chosen when we make decisions ;one is right, the other is wrong, in this situation ,u are only with ur will to decide which oneee????


I am in the search of the exact meaning of destiny: maybe it is a journey between ourself and our will or it is a scenario inwhich we have to perform our best role or it is all our tasks throughout the life……