twilight

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Friday, October 9, 2009

DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED:(


How much weak and helpless are we in front of the cold face of truths???? the words are so meaningless Is only the pain that makes us be aware of the reality???? i am so angry with me so much that i cannot find enough words to punish myselfff Do u wonder why am i angry with mee??? i have acceptable reasons for this situation.
I have a chance to see my family everyday although my father has been away because of his job. They are my most precious part but am i aware of that all the time???? I have adorable friends but why did i become disappointed because of others. I don’t have any right to complain about my life again and again just for two reasons and also i have a lot of things which are enough to make my life great there are a lot people that manage to leave in a peaceful way eventhough they don’t have none of them….. shame on u!!!!!!!!
Have i still had complaints???? yeaahhh now i feel ashamed, sth causes me to think in a that way, today bitter truth has been so close to me and has reminded me of being thankful for those we have, we haven’t need to experience the grief in order to remember that we are not grateful enough for our good days, today i have a lump in my throat and i cannot succeed in writing, thinking anything
Plssss try to be happy with those u have before grief knocks ur door

11 comments:

  1. i did not write this in order to hurt sb moony i felt sorry that this made u feel bad i just want people to be thankful for those they have and firstly me

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  2. I know honey. I mean it is also good for me. opened my eyes.

    moony

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  3. I like to count my smallest blessings when I feel down! The fact that I'm still breathing, walking, and looking at nature, are enough to get my mind off heavy burdens..cheer up Tugce!

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  4. we miss the details while living although we have a lot of abilities like walking, thinking, feeling which are enough to be thankful i feel ashamed when i forget all these and i don't wanna remember all only when grief comes

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  5. Oooh I know how you feel dear...! I hope you're feeling much better by now! It's a very true reminder what you expressed... but don't beat yourself up with guilt! Cheer up buttercup ;))
    And thank you from the bottom of my heart for the sweet wishes! *hugs*

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  6. Even though we try our best, sometimes it is grief that wins. But hopefully only temporarily, my friend. The reason being, we can't keep hope away forever, she is too strong. That is a good thing. I wish you a better tomorrow.

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  7. Without sadness there would be no depth to joy.

    You sound like you are truly wise and will move through with grace and new found insight.

    Take care & God bless.

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  8. Aima,J.W, Judy thank u all
    u all made me feel better
    take care all hugs

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  9. You are so right, we should count our blessings every day...it's so easy to forget all the very good things we have in our lives.... When you feel a little blue, get a little notebook, and each night write down 5 things from that day that you're grateful for. (It's an Oprah idea! She calls it a gratitude journal) Thanks for visiting me!! Feel better Sweetie Pie! Hugs ;)

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  10. thanks a lot ur nice advices i should try soon hugs

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